In the endвthe very endвGod loves my husband even more than I love him. After his mission he lost faith on everything for some reasons. She hasn't submitted the paperwork yet but I have no doubt that she will do this eventually. Patriarchal leadership is something that most women in the world valued until recently, but it is still a chief value with Mormons. I wish you all well on your recovery from this particularly vile church. Full respect and care. I think marriage means sacrifice on both sides.
Take extra care to communicate your needs once a week- don't do it every day. But I do want to be with him. Then I do my own work I am a recruiter and I work remotely most of the time, which is incredibly convenient for our relationship. She will probably feel persecuted and attacked if you try. How is that gonna work. I have many friends and members of my family who married within the church and later divorced. In many ways, you yield some authority to the church. It's very lonely right now but thank God it's only a few more days. If we have children, they will be OK to go to your church, but not compelled to do so, and never baptized.
To prevent problems from developing in the marriage over in what faith the possible children should be raised. Among Mormons, 25 is practically an old maid. You have to have very thick skin to stay in it. It is highly likely that she will pressure you to convert, and if you resist, she may resent you for being the barrier to her being sealed to her children. Good luck with her, and good life to you. It's in the Mormon DNA. Love the man you are going to marry- warts and all he loves yours as well. Love is what we do, not what we feel. I also just care about him enough and admire his reasons for becoming a doctor that I'm willing to make sacrifices so that his life is easier. That's okay, but it means your not a match.
Now learn about how all of your doubts can be resolved through apologetics. What can you expect. I met this girl a while ago and we really hit it off. It is so frustrating emotionally and physically to be your faithful wife. That said, there are also a lot of pricks inside the church, who fully deserve membership. Why do we not talk about Heavenly Mother. He is a great doctor and everyone loves him great that makes it easy there are always going to be flirty women if you are not a strong women then run. I have a better and fuller relationship with God because my own practice has been supplemented by additional observance.